DeAr DiArY

Hmm... me bloggin fr CL1 again... hahaz... tis time doin GP... e guys behind me r lik arguin more than discussin abt their PI... Haiz... PW killin them... anywayz... e seniors here doin diff stuff... mostly bloggin lik me.. Hahaz...

Oh boy... SYF's around e corner n i'm lik so hard-pressed by my stuff in sch... Haiz... i hav Choir durin Sundays n Holidays... Haiz... argh... e ppl in Choir seriously need Xtra help... hmm...

Aiya... no time liao... i'l hav 2 update tis post lata... nvm la... got sth 1st... haha... anywayz... its so darn tough, lookin 4 stuff 4 GP... Haiz... its killin me...

Oh ya... we had our 1st Bio practical n lecture wif Mrs I****... its quite good i guess... hee hee... she's definitely diff fr e other lecturers... she's quite Good... haha... cant say anythin else... but then... she a lil blur la... practical 4got 2 provide enuf syringes...

Argh... no time no time... gtg... cya... wait 4 Her nxt post...

DeArEsT DiArY

Hello...Haven't thank you for your maintanence of this blog....ma fan ni le....lol...Thanks a lot.... =)

Ok...actually still thinking of wat to write....nothing much lor...hmm...ahh....got it...GP teacher jus now sms me this..."Are you studying? Don't give up. Take care." Got a shock lor jus now....hahaha....She got said before....must reply immediately....so i replied,"Yup. Reading newspaper now. Thanks"..hahaha....True also....i was starting to read the newspaper when she sms me....lol....actually at the same time i was watching tv also....so funny....of cos this cannot tell her....anyway, toking abt her....i think thurs or wat....she gave our class sweets and chocolates to reward us for our performance in the GP block tests...her other two classes also did well....BUT THEN.....haiz.....i failed GP block test lor.....

Sian lah....many tests now....Bio confirm every week has test....Math too....haiz....study like siao le....then a lot of homework also....very tired ar....but cant compare with those having syf...they worse....so i must continue to work hard.... JIA YOU!

That guy rite....he ask me want to go to his friend's chalet with him or not....so weird lor....dunno his friend, i go there for wat....if go there....also feel uneasy....so many pple dunno de....strange leh....i still havent reply him yet...haha....still deciding....lol....but not much time liao...i drag for a week le....next week is the day liao....haiz...c 1st lah...

I think i have to get back to study Bio test liao....Cya.....HIS turn....byeee... =)

DeAr DiArY

Argh!!! i m goin nuts... i m lik postin tis msg 4 e 7th time liao... got sth wrong wif e system lor... i work til i xiao ready... 1st time i post was yest at 2am... then 2:30am... nxt was 2dae 9am... n now... Haiz... nvm... back 2 e narrative...

Although i dun hav 2 do PW again... i hav research 4 materials regardin J1 modules... (Crime n Punishment, Education, Mass Media and Environment) gotta find case studies, stats etc etc... i damn blur now... got so many stuf on e net... dunno wat 2 do lor... Hahaz... i juz cut n paste everythin la... as long as it makes sense can liao la...

then movin 2 MTL... i miss 1 CLAO lesson eery week... it clashes wif my Econs tutorial la... Haiz... then on Wed i handed in a whole chunk of my assignments... the tutor said he didnt receive them lor... wah lao... i damn feddup... his pigeon hole got big hole lor... Grrrr... i m now lik some WANTED MAN in his eyes now lor... (hmm... gotta feelin i've mentioned tis b4... nvm la... bear wif me...)

oh ya abt PW... i got a lousy 2 lor... my other member got a 1... wah lao... not fair lor... i worked damn hard 4 e ST**** thing lor... in fact i daresay tat i did most of e work... i got a 2... can ya believe it? i got a FREAKIN 2... e ST**** report n stuf were mostly done by me lor... so angry...

oh ya... in case u didnt realize... i can add COLOUR 2 me posts... haha... juz hav 2 click on e Compose tab instead of bein in e Edit HTML tab... i was actually buggin me sis 2 teach me how 2 use colour lo... neva knew it was tat simple... hahaz... anywayz... me gona cut e craps... hope u like e new look... soooo... stay tuned 4 HER nxt update... (anywayz me sis was buggin me 2 turn off e pc at abt 2:30am... but 2 no avail... had 2 re-write everything... Haiz)

DeArEsT DiArY

Yoz...me back again... :) ....these few weeks quite the same lah...busy with studies....

First of all, I want to talk about **** club...that Mr **** last week said if the really only the couple of J1s join, he may close it since he is so busy and B** is having a big change in syllabus. So he have to attend this and that and have no time to manage. But od cos partly is also due to the unpredictable J1s attending every wed....Some more, he also said that the rest of the teacher in-charge all are new teachers, so they are still adapting...need him to lead....haiz....heck care also...stepping down soon....quite tired about the cca...But got to know that the reason why so few students attending is due to the competition period now....some of them have 2 ccas....one of them might be sports cca lor....that's why so few pple came down on every wed....haiz....sian.....

Second thing is that....the PW results....so damn unfair....that T** W** H***....a typical slacker who was in my group....actually got better than me and the other member....idiot....unfair till like s***! We spent a lot of time and definitely MORE effort in doing the project compared to that person lor, and the outcome is THIS! Kaoz....hated all these....and I told myself, im going to ignore that person...if possible...not gonna talk to him anymore...b******....only know how to crap and twist his way through....im really very disgusted by him lor...eew....

Argh...my blood boiling now....dun feel like continuing....k lah....stop here...take care...byeee....hope HIS next post will be soon updated....lol....

DeAr DiArY

Haiz... its been long since i last updated tis blog... unless i'm much mistaken... my last one was after my confrontation wif e CH** department... well... anywyz... glad 2 say tat tat episode is ova... i m past carin... (nowadays c those ppl, i will look at e sky one... Hahaz... n they seem pretty occupied wif e floor... coincidence??? maybe... but all e time??? now tats STRANGE...)

well... after tat... life has been relatively smooth-sailin... no pros watsoeva... except 4 me MTL... still hav prob wif timetablin... (my class all MTLA students la...) i got Mr O** 4 my CLAO tutor lo... He damn quiet one... scold tat time damn funny... look so si**y... hahaz... in all i miss 1 lesson per week... he keeps sayin tat there will be make-up... hope it neva comes... nt too keen into it anyway... puttin tat aside... sch's rather fine... my CT's e Luffin Buddha fr Choir... Hahaz...

oh ya... i'm havin Choir everyday lo... can die ar... sing til throat wanna bao... then... gt some new Idi** in Choir... he sing as if he owns e world... damn loud lo... when he's supposed 2 sing softly, he sings loud... supposed 2 sing loud, he sings damn loud... -_-!!! actually use wrong liao... i'm more affected than tat... shld use: 0_0!!! tat fella's a stunner... open e mouth only... end of e world liao... juz bcos he had musical background n trainin when it comes 2 singin, doesnt giv him e rite 2 COMMAND e WHOLE Choir... as if he's e Chairperson... i RATHER hav Stacy... haha... (can use name cos i not scoldin her) Haiz... there're times when i even wrangle e boys section fr him... (Ms Y** lets him tak ova sectionals) *eww...* durin those times when i cant stand it... i wld start e sectionals w/o him... (practically leavin him out) HAHAz... he deserves it anyway... even e girls dun like him...

ok la... dun bore u liao... keep e rest 4 lata... stay tuned 4 her post... *smiles*

DeArEst DiAry

It has been two weeks since i last posted....and yes the term 2 block test was over and i hate it when i did so damn bad even though i really put in a lot of effort. studied like mad from morning till night....from sch to home and even went to the woodlands regional lib for revision....Idiot....see the results i dunno what to say lah....history repeated lor.....that time term 1 block test also like that....although i did improve a bit but it is still bad(u should know what lah)....something is really wrong lor...dunno why always like that....either i just pass or fail...haiz...Nvm...i will do better next time....and score flying colours for my 'A' levels...

Ok...now talking about sch work...i never sleep TOTALLY on mon to finish up 6 GP essay outlines which practically were 6 essays lor...must write at least 10 paras including intros and conclusion....the developing paras must have at least one example to support the point...haiz...GP teacher starting to give lots of hw nowadays....hope i can finish them on time.....and pass my gp after all these practice....

And oh ya....remember that 203 guy...i noe who was the person who was giving some details of me le....the person is from my class de....i think he din noe wat's going on lah...so im not going to blame him from telling my stuff to HIM....and so funny....he ownself own up to me...lol...

Oh...forgot to mention...GP teacher actually asked us to do a study plan out and let her see...haha...and i planned one that is will make me a bookworm if im goin to follow STRICTLY...study from morning till midnight....hahaha....i think she's not going to believe me that i will follow the study plan...but i will try my best to follow closely to it....

Anyway....nothing much to say le....hope HE will take care...dun feel too bad about the combi le...i noe u are really very fed up with 'them' but jus do ur best and prove 'them' wrong... wait for HIS post bah...byeeee

DeAr DiArY

Tis is one of e most sickenin posts i m eva gonna hav 2 write... it is unpleasant but all e more i shld post it up... Well... u may hav alr guessed it... its abt my subject combi... Haiz... e more i think abt it... e angrier i become... tis is e only way i can 4get abt it... by pennin it down, i hope 2 be able 2 4get abt it... (i'll nv 4giv though...) Anywayz... Here goes...

It started out when we, e J1s, were supposed 2 fill up our subject combi durin e PAE: i was told tat i cld'nt tak C*** w/o M***s... So i took up E***s (rather reluctantly)... Afterward, i found out tat all my other r******* frens were allowed 2 tak up C*** w/o M***s... (damn infuriatin loh...) So, i waited 4 e 2nd intake b4 i appealed 2 tak C*** again... (here comes e 'best' part)

I was 'shoved' fr Mr C*** 2 Mrs L**... those IDIOTIC ASSHOLES... *ARGH!!!* (feel like stranglin them) *ARGH!!!* wah lao... tat assholes actually slammed me in e face bcos i didnt tak M***s... then, she found out (fr me) tat i didnt tak C*** durin e 1st 3mths... (another reason 2 slam me) She told me tat i lacked e aptitude 2 tak up e subject... then i accidentally let slip tat i crashed durin C*** lectures n a few tutorials... (killed myslf probably) she asked 4 e ST's (whose class i crashed into) name... (lik duh... which tutor wld speak up 4 some kid who attended her lessons illegally?!!!) come on loh... she wldnt even admit tat she eva saw me in e 1st place... (who wld wanna get herslf into trouble?) So, obviously my appeal was rejected... (lik duh)

Then, (another excitin part) i was in4med tat my approved subject combi included C***... i tot they actually gave me a chance loh... *dream on...* (those scumbags wldnt do anytin lik tat) i was damn happy lah... (it wasnt bcos i luved e subject but bcos they actually sympathised wif me...) *stil dreamin... Haiz...* THEN, (another stunner) they in4med me (lik 1 week lata) tat they had mis-communication n made a mistak... i shldnt hav been 'allowed' 2 tak C***...

Now, i'm 4ced 2 tak E***s again... my reputation has been thoroughly tarnished alr... really dunno where 2 put my face... So hummiliated... hummiliated bcos i was gullible enuff 2 believe tat those assholes wld actually sympathise wif me... i felt so dejected durin every encountered them... its lik i'm bein punnished bcos THEIR system SUCKED BIG TIME!!! its so my fault tat they had a mis-communication... they dun care abt e students... nt their welfare or any other part of them... THEY're only concerned abt WHO sux up 2 THEM... n e % passes of distinctions 4 their respective subjects... i hav only 1 last thing 2 say... I WAS SIMPLY TOO SIMPLE-MINDED 2 ACTUALLY HAV FAITH IN THEM...

Pray She has sth nice 2 say... Adios...