DeArEsT DiArY

Sorry for posting late....this week sch damn hectic...tons of things for me to complete...since the last weekend till now...i slept for only 2-3hrs each day....so tired...haiz...why life is so stressful leh?...i dont mind going to sch to acquire knowledge, i jus hate all those tests and tutorials....they are killing me....

There was this bio kidney essay test on my 2nd bio tutorial, which was on wednesday. nv slp and studied till siao...in the end, it was a test that we can bring home and do. of cos have to finish it within a time frame....(u saw lah...i did it in canteen on thur)Going to fail that lah...haiz....

And STOP teasing me abt that thing ar (u shld noe wat...morning in the canteen that *** talking to me)i think we have communication problem. i cant hear wat *** says sometimes... There is nothing lor.....ur that sms ar....haizer...."nv tell me u call ur *** to come"...-_-!!!

Enuff of that....next week there are tests lor....maths mon test, chem evening test, bio prac test...haiz...dying soon...gonna rush all my hw 1st then bia the maths and chem tests....boring....cant have a gd night sleep for quite a long period of time again....(hope i will pass every single test!)

i think stop here le lah....i have to finish up my hw....wait for the next post...byeee...

DeAr DiAry...

Haiz... i juz did a quiz... here r e results... *sob sob* dun even wanna put in my other blog... Haiz... i show u wat i mean...


Your inner soul is calling for help! You always
seem so depressed, lonely, and feel like an
outsider. You may have a cold, sad exterior,
but in all reality you are hurt inside and
bottling up all of your anger. Everyday you
wonder why are you still here when there is
nothing left? You use to once be a happy,
loving soul, but it was damaged by 'them' and
seems like it never can be fixed again.
However, you have yet seemed to realize that
there are people out there that deeply care for
you. They secretly have a thing for you because
they find you to be dark, mysterious, and full
of secrets, not to mention being the prettiest
person in the world! You like to enjoy your
time by yourself expressing your feelings
through forms of art, and enjoy nice quiet
scenaries that just dazzle your mind with awe.
Your bedroom is basically your sanctuary where
you can hide out, hidden from those who gave
you all of the pain. Try to loosen up and have
some fun! Never start frowning because you
never know who's falling in love with your
smile :)


What Is Your Inner Soul Trying To Say?
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My life sooo terrible... stil hav lo...

In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)

What Lies Behind Your Eyes?
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Stay tuned 4 the next post... mum scoldin liao... i stil cant find notes 4 my General Paper...

DeArEsT DiArY

Argh...so fan now....mama grumbling from morning till now abt the property agent (that's y now im blasting my room with music)....somemore throw temper....actually have to go to school for parent-teacher meeting today de....but mum in that horrible mood....cannot go liao...msg ms I*** L** to inform her liao....haiz....

Havent tell u abt my family selling my this house yet.....started selling very long ago....last sept...but only early march someone wanted to buy....anyway....by 15th of July this year....my family must move out le....but havent found a place to move in yet....a lot of problems lah...haiz....also dunno why must move....live here so many years liao lor.....bu she de....very sad lor....here very gd....big and relatively accessible....my parents went to see more then 40 houses liao lor....but still havent found one that is gd and confirm can buy de....(u noe lah....too ex lor...) haiz....so problematic....

Lol....now too sian liao....playing minesweeper flags with h****g....hahaha....she keeps on losing....3 in a row....anyway....actually shld be doing gp essay now de.....but nvm lah.....de-stress a bit....lol....this weekend damn a lot of homework....monday still have gp essay test and math class test....wed still have kidney essay test.....cry liao lah.....haiz.....so many things!!!

k lah....shld go back to work liao....byeee....look forward to HIS post...

DeAr DiArY

Haiz... really feel lik i'm updatin 4 e sake of updatin... but then if i dun update... its lik havin tis huge burden tat i cant release... hmm... i wonder if bloggin is really tat impt 2 me... *maybe 2 pour out my stress?* hmm... Haha... suddenly sound so philosophical... crap xia... tis yr hasnt been a good yr 4 me... tats 4 sure...

Lets start wif choir... Hey! We gotta bronze!!! *no suprises here* i stil believe tat we cld hav done much beta... at least a silver... Haiz... Supa dissappointin... in fact when i was helpin out wif e audition, i had hoped 4 a gold... e voices of those who had been singled-out were good... Haiz... Well... now we noe... attitude plays an impt role... Haiz... *come 2 think of it... maturity of thought plays a huge role too...* Haiz...

Anywayz... i've hmwk 2 do... i'll leave e other half 4 lata... when i'm free... i'll stop here n continue lata... cya 4 now...

Hahaz... me back!!!

Hahaz... now where was i?... oh yes... choir... i'm actually tokin abt a certain few idio*** characters in choir... juni**s mainly... they think tat they r so gd lo... keep critisisin others as if they r perfect lidat lo... complete je**s... in fact, they r ja**a**es or je***a**es... gr... so feddup lo... wah lao... wanna bash 'em up lo... some of 'em insist tat they're singin is so gd lo... pls lo... dun even wanna compare their singin wif a kid's singin lo... some of 'em sing lik killin chicken lidat... gt some r almost tone-deaf *i suspect tat they r completely tone-deaf*... always sing a semi-tone *or a complete tone altogeter* lower or higher than e normal pitch lo... wah lao... then got tis BLOODY F***ER... he tinks he's damn gd lo... so wat if he's a music student? so wat if he has a musical background? his attitude is lik dirt on my shoes lo... his ego so big tat only e black-hole can acomodate it... *btw... his face is lik shit* haha... i dun care liao lo... even if he manages 2 read tis *i hope he manages 2... then he'll noe how much i loathe him...* wat givs him e rite 2 say tat our conductress is a whore or a slut lo... *he's not even qualified 2 be a prostitute lo...* he face can flush into e toilet bowl 4 all i care... wah lao... he's now tryin 2 rally e juni**s 2 join him in over-throwin e conductress lo... he wans 2 conduct lo... too bad tat i found out... he'll 2 get pass me 2 hav his way... then he'll noe how much more schemin i m... tryin 2 play ard wif lim bei ard... xiang de mei... i'll make every choir practice 4 him HELL lo...

Haiz... i'm lik wastin my blog n time on him lo... nvm... stay tuned 4 her nxt post... hope its much beta than mine... Adios...

DeArEsT DiArY

Yoz...it's me again....haha...now very sian....jus came back from taekwondo...dun feel like doing homework now....haiz...jus now training some juniors having their grading...then my instructor asked me to spar with a blue belt red-taped guy. Then spar until halfway, he never land properly on the floor but instead on my FOOT....so painful lor, somemore his heel land first...haiz....now my left foot is like blue black until very jialat....hope it will recover fast....*sob*...

Anyway, school now very busy...so many tutorials and tests especially bio lor....this weekend have to bia 4 structured questions, study for test and also the learning outcomes for Evolution...sianz....later then do structured questions after posting this...hmm...then that mr ****, asked him edit my write-up for the college's newsletter more then 1 week ago, told him have to submit to the teacher-in charge by 29/4 (yesterday), i 27/4 reminded him to give me the edited version...he said okok...will give me the next day which is 28/4....then i 28/4 went to find him after my extra evening bio lecture, when he saw me, he damn shock lor...see his expression, i know liao...he totally forgot abt the thing...when he talked to me, he was like so embarrassed and explained that he was busy with the JC2 bio stuff....haiz...i also understand lah...so i asked him whether he want me to send my write up to him and then let him edit before 29/4 (i think he lost the piece of write-up i gave him)...he said can lor...aiya...dun wanna continue...so in the end he did submit the stuff to the teacher-in charge lah...

Remember the chalet thing?...i went yesterday...lol....quite boring...dunno the pple there...he also dunno most of them...that was a birthday party organised by his friend...his friend invited a lot of pple...hmm...so in the end...we were like chatting for the whole thing until the cutting of the birthday cake lor before we left....and i realised something....i really dunno wat to talk to him....most of the time is he initiate the conversation...haha.....otherwise....it's like silence....lol....

Oh ya....forget to mention...i cut my hair and changed my 3+ years old specs frame le....that old frame is damn goyak....spoilt very long le....i think 1 over year le lor.... dunno u realised that my specs frame is spoilt or not....lol....ok...It's getting real late...i think i go do tutorial le....Look forward to HIS post....Byeee... =)