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Two more days to the release of the results....ah....waited this day for very long already.....haiz.... Pray that i confirm can go into university..... Let's see....

I wan to change job....getting quite annoyed and irritated there..... Almost quitted last friday... but i just slipped another job opportunity away....Almost got it....but nvm...the pay is much lower than here....plus it's only 2 months contract. haiz....it's the one i mentioned in the previous post....tot i will get out of that place....nvm....i will wait and tolerate for a longer period.

On 19th feb, i was sort of forced to be involved in a tkd demostration at a stupid block party at bukit batok.....the place is so damn near my CT's house... Anyway, it was lame lah.... the most interesting part, which was the pre-arranged free sparring, was being cut off....by that blur lady speaker....haiz.....wasted..... if not the audience can see a very nice show..... nevertheless, they saw us perform patterns, breaking techniques and one-step sparring.... Lazy to say abt the details.....gonna end this part.....

After the demonstration, i rushed down to bugis for the ntu talks....stand all the way there....argh.... searched for the hotel that host the talks.....a lot of pple sia..... "pple mountain pple sea"....lol.... i was required to stand again for a biomedical course talk.....saw the professor that was in charged of the ntu jc challenge that we participated. haha.... was very tired at that time....haiz..... stood from 10.20am to 2pm without resting my legs....so tiring..... but luckily after 2pm....i can sit already.....until 5pm....haha...

k la...that's all....bb.....

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Yoyo....another post from me....just wanted to blog.....a lot is happening around me....from all notes....

Going to start from last year's activities. After my A lvls, my J1 class,205 and 206 went to booked two chalets for 3 days. Went there at nite for the 1st day. It was quite boring lah.... some of them went to rent bicycles for night cycling. Guess wat god did to them....lol....it rained very very very heavily that night. Some of them were even drenched from head to toes. Haiz...Luckily i didnt went out....stayed indoors and watch tv...haha... but im not spared man....the strong winds kept blowing in and after 2 to 3 hrs, i realised that i got a cold....running nose....sneezing all the way....haiz.... Fortunately, one of my class boy went out and bought panadol for cold... haha.... So grateful to him... Anyway, when it reached midnight, a group of us went to a room and started playing lame games, joking around, laughing loudly.... We also played blackjack all the way to 5am...haha... pple cant slp mah....lol....then after that....4 of us...slept in the room....wah lao...the bed damn noisy....one person move a bit, the cracking sound of the wood can be heard. So neither of us move unneccessarily. Thats the worse man....have to maintain in one position.....haiz....for 2hrs, i cant sleep....there goes my 1st day, quite boring and sleepless... The next day, even worse man.....my running nose got worse and i wasnt feeling very well....felt like vomitting. That's y i didnt follow my friends to Escape. Very bad leh them....leave me in the chalet.... so so so sian....the whole day....loiter ard....see the guys playing in the swimming pool....looked a bit childish.... walk here, walk there, help my other friends that were preparing lunch, went to the beach alone.....stood there for a while.....enjoying the breeze....see wat the pple are doing.... haiz....that was wat i did for the whole day....Then at night, we had bbq. Obviously i cant eat a lot of things....meat and meat and meat..... i cant eat......haiz....nvm.... but i ate some bee hoon and my friend took some sweet potatoes that they put in when i said im going off.... when the shuttle bus came, i boarded. To my surprise, my other 3 friends boarded it too.... When we reached the mrt, we waited for my dad and he drove my friends home too. Tampines, yishun, admiralty.

I resume to finding my job after that...and i have already mentioned in the previous post. Wat im going to say is the details of the work. I was in the export document control team, layman term is filing lah....lol....have to carry documents... update infomation and chase after forwarders for the completion of the documents so that we can close them. But i was there only for 2 weeks. The 3rd week and till present, my supervisor asked me to go over to the other team which is called export document support. The primary reason why i was put into that team was becos a malysian gal there wanted to take 2 weeks leave during the CNY period to go back sarawak. She wanted me to cover her duties. Sian lah. haiz..... No choice but to learn from that gal... The things there are much more complicated. C11, cash against documents(CAD), Letter of Credit(LC), Inspection(ITS), Certificate of Origin(COO), customer profiles, RMA,TQR, blah blah..... Mainly my job is to update, check, update, check.....boring..... i have to do.....no choice, i no money for uni....have to work.... if not by now i quit liao le.....haiz.....

Another reason for quitting was that the relationships there. It's getting worse lah..... even the seniors there are leaving le.... Then this week sth happened.....a 16 year old gal, waiting to go poly and had worked there for 2plus mths going to 3, wanted to change shift with me becos she needs to go back to her sec sch to help her tcher.... wanted to help but i cant....morning i have family things to settle, so she went to ask the sarawak gal. She also cant cos if change shift, she dun have the transport back liao....nvm...both cant, and the 16 yr old gal asked the supervisor can she work afternoon this week....she said can....so in the end the afternoon shift this week got 3 pple..... the morning shift left one person. Yesterday when i reached the office, the morning shift senior face damn black...blacker than the justice bao. Then the sarawak gal kept on saying and saying...."cannot like that one mah....force us to change shift....we only run with the shift....cannot anyhow change de mah....." damn irritating lah.....kept on saying after the morning senior left....(the morning senior wrote in the handover book saying we two too much...dun want to change shift with the 16 yr old gal) Everything was darn idiotic.....when the supervisor came over our place, that sarawak gal....1st thing she said to the supervisor..."u cannot like that one mah.... cannot force us change shift." DIE..... she idiot lah....y say until lidat....the supervisor flamed up...."wat....i dunno anything....!" very fierce....somemore scolded the 16 yr old gal dun anyhow plan....she nv ask we two change shift at all....she dunno anything..... anything bu shuang tell her....dun accuse her....then left. After a while, the 16 yr old gal dunno wat lah....think went to say she change back over to morning...also dunno wat happened....supervisor asked her to let her see the handover bk....after that came over to our place again, " Anything not happy go and tell her....dun do this kind of things! (pointing at the remarks that the morning senior wrote)" haiz.....then tore away that page....walked off angrily..... The sarawak gal somemore rub chilli and salt on the 16 yr old gal....said..." y u let supervior see our handover bk....cannot let her see de....we all nv let her see on....y u let her see....." BLAH BLAH BLAH.....poor thing lah....the 16 yr old gal....already very sad liao...still say that.....

Then at night....i went toilet.... heard the 2nd cubicle someone was crying.....i went to the 1st cubicle....then i tried to hear carefully,it was the 16 yr old gal.....i didnt call her....but walked off silently back to office. I also noe roughly why lah....a abt 11 or so....i typed some consoling words on my hp and let her see.... then she started saying the problems using my hp.....haiz....poor thing lah.... too stressed on a lot of things.....school....work....money....haiz....jus hope that she can pull through this period of time b4 she quit and proceed on to her poly. All these....made me wan to quit too. But b4 these happen....i already wanted to quit jus that i need money.....plus dun have back up job....if quit....jobless...no money.....die....lol

Enuff of the politics in office.....i saw mr n**n(the ex bio tcher) at sun plaza a few weeks ago....in cold storage....he saw me too....i said " hi, mr n**n."
"hi, yz, how r u doing"
"Working in m**** as data entry clerk now"
"icic"
there was a few seconds of silence and i ended the conversation with
"ok lah....all the best"
"bye"
Also dunno why i said that....lol....so lame.....why didnt i ask him where is he now....wat is he doing and those....wat all the best....hahahaha...nvm....it's over.....

I didnt went for an interview in a pri sch for admin job, 2 mths contract. Salary lower....i need money........haiz....see other jobs le......sian....i think i stop here....typed a lot liao....bye

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Yes...It's me again after 4 months... Quite irritating to see the blog to be so 'dead'...lol...so jus gonna update a little today. U ar...go ns liao nv update any....was waiting for u to post lor....nvm...since u are so busy, im gonna mix up the sequence....whahaha...

Prelims over and came the A levels. Not having a lot of confidence leh....the feeling i get was the same as prelims....and my prelims results was so sucky! Nv in my life i got that kind of results....haiz.... Im gonna pray hard that all my hard work and effort in preparing for the exams, pay off more than 100%...haha... i think a few weeks time im gonna get my results, since the O lvls results had been released. I MUST GET INTO UNI!

Oh well....while waiting for my results, i applied for jobs... rest only one or two weeks after the exams and i started working. The applying of jobs were dreadful....so sian....everyday see newspapers....then send send send my resume.... actually, b4 i go for prelims, i was already looking for jobs le....lol...dun say im kiasu....is my mum....ask me to apply fast fast fast....if not after A lvl exams, everyone looking for jobs...then it will be very difficult to get one le.

After so many applications, only one called for an interview. It's a hamper shop. Small company in AMK industrial area. I went there, dressed formally, holding my file and there i was for an interview... that was a looooooong interview i tell u....asked me so many qns and they tell me so many things....naggy sia....:X But the worse part was when the boss told me the salary....im going to complain man....lol...jkjk...900 per month....OT still considered normal working rate instead of the 1.5times. 5 and the half days week. Near CNY must come back for OT even on Sunday and there is totally no CPF contributions... It's kns lah....though they only wan me to work for 2.5 months....but please lor....like sh**....but i was thinking of working there that time(considering there were no other companies called me for an interview)....they also agreed to employ me.... b4 i left that office after 1.5 hrs....(yes...1.5hrs....loooong rite)....i somemore said....'see you all tml'....lol....

I told my mum about it....so said dun go there work....dekan pple nia.... Then heard hl told me abt mo*****a employing pple. so i went there after my lunch on the same day. Waited for the agent to distribute application forms....filled it up....after everything which took ard more than an hour and the half....the agent took me and a few others to the hiring room at the main mo*****a building for interview.....gosh.....i waited for 2,3 hrs to get interviewed....lol....cos the supervisor busy....b4 she came....there were 2 ladies came to interview me....haiz....lazy to describe everything....the final result is....i was employed...so rejected the hamper shop's job offer(here better salary and provide transport) and started working the next day at mo*****a under rotating shift.....

Right now, i already worked there for more than 2 months le....getting sick of the work there and the politics there....so irritating lor...the politics.....though it doesnt involved me...but....hate it....hmm...there are many malaysians working there.....they are so called the seniors there lah....worked there quite long le....my 1st month was fine...everything seems peaceful and harmonious....the longer i work, the more i get to noe....pple are like toking behind pple's back....ah....next time i then tok more details abt my working life there....

Just realised i typed a lot already....and it's getting very late le...im going to sch for the CVD in the morning somemore lor.....haha...must go slp liao....nitez....bye...will update next time....