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Yoz....time to update...(dunno wat to update also).....lol....nvm...life is getting worse and worse.....haiz....school work piling and piling....no matter how i do....still cant finish all and start my revision....and it's like one plus month to prelims only.....haiz....this weekend is damn bad lor....(actually dun really want to update today...but very sian....)

Might as well list out my homework here.....GP-12 essays to analyse thoroughly,Math-one whole tutorial, one 2003 prelim paper, 2 worksheets to complete. Chem-organic chemistry review worksheets and revision worksheets, periodicity tutorial. Bio-4 structured questions and also 4 essays to do. Like shit right.....the work is as high as mountain....haiz....everyday come back home, bathe and eat already i will straight away do my work le lor....but then....time pass very fast....after a while, it's midnight already....haiz.... Argh....just remember i have a math test on this coming tuesday....life is so tough....(i noe mine cant compared to urs)....i kept on failing tests....not a very good sign.....but i must believe i will achieve wat i want....u too....must never give up....yes i noe u have real lots of problems at home and in school....jus vent them on someone like me ok liao...wahahaha.....i will lend my ears....say all u want to me if u feel like venting frustrations....it's better than keeping them to urselves rite? yup...hahaha....

hmm.....problems with ur studies....i really cant help much also....myself also having problems in getting good grades....my block tests all failed my A level subjects....my previous two block tests also like this....history just kept repeating and repeating.....kns lor...haiz...i tried my best le...i studied....i worked through the early mornings without sleep....just to study and prepared for tests...but in the end...the results are so disgusting till i want to burn the papers....haiz....u said that in sch there are not many places for u to study....hmm....thought that lib or the study area above squash courts not a very bad place to study? continue to study in sch since u dont want to study at home....and problems to go for tutorials on time becos u r too engrossed in ur revision? i think u just set alarm using ur h/p lor....or study with ur frens if possible....ask them to remind u the time.... remember u can do it....we must work hard....focus on studies and forget abt ur troubles....the excellent grades are waiting for us to grab them.....jia you in every single subject!

Ahhh....enuff of those sch stuff....tok abt others....im getting used to my new hse already....think that it is quite fang bian to go get food from kitchen...lol....last time must walk down the stairs....anyway...going to have another renovation early aug....haiz....the hse will be dirty and not very conducive to study lor....sian....thinking of studying at sch till very late....hmm....

tell u sth funny.....that person....thur morning went sch early rite....saw u toking to me blah blah blah.... i think friday....we were chatting using sms....he said this..."haha...i only saw a guy that seems very interested in u, appearing to chase u talking non stop to u." LOL....funny sia....of cos i explained everything....lol.....can u feel sth from him?....hahaha....i that morning quite shocked to see him in sch so early....i remember the day b4 which is wed....i sms him said it was freaking cold that morning when i was waiting for my fren's dad's taxi to drive us to sch....he replied but only noticed it when i reached sch...(as usual...always cant feel the vibration)...so i said i arrived sch....then he asked me i reached sch around 7.10 har....i said yes lor....then the next day saw him in sch so early....scary....lol....

k lah....2 plus in the morning le....i still have math tuition later at 10am. think should be all bah...continuing with gp homework im having.....haiz....time to start work again....byeeee.....take care ar....

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Haiz... guess its my turn 2 bore u all into readin my miseries... lol... Its been reali long since i cld honestly say how i feel... well anywayz... i guess i hav been pretty quiet tis few days... its probably e stress gettin 2 me... (haha... i make it seem as though i hav nv been stressed out) well... u noe wat i mean when i'm SUPA stressed cant seem 2 get anytin related 2 studies into me head... Haiz... n its causin my grades 2 sink rock bottom... (ps. I flunk all my block tests... nv done tat b4) its sooo sickenin tat i can onlie confide thru e blog... (e prob is... i cant use e pc tat often any more... reason: MOM) oh ya... i 4got... i lost my hp... wld b glad if u cld send me ur no thru my email... (gmail mind u...)

I'll start wif more pleasant news... well my dad got me e latest Harry Potter book... (sweet of him) my mom was sooo against it... $40 u noe? it'l probably drive him nuts if he found out tat i finished it in 2 days... 10hrs 2 be precise... Hee Hee... 4hrs on Sat n 6hrs in Sun... haha... sorta neglected my studies... (cldnt get anytin into my head though) Haiz... anywayz juz tot i shld include a pic... rather dissappointed abt e plot u noe? most of e 'good' guys seem 2 die... tragic if u ask me... but then its juz 4 e sake of completin e series tat i bought it... interestin plot wif a lil too many twists... ( a few twists r fine but 2 hav sooo many 'bad twists... now tats a whole new story...)



Another set of pleasant news... my sis brought me 2 watch Batman n Fantastic 4... (partly cos she promised my nephew n partly bcos i didnt feel lik watchin Madagascar in e cinemas...) well... i luved them... hahas... nothin much 2 say abt tat... unless u wan me 2 bore u wif all e juicy details...

So like i'm havin tis Major prob wif my studies... cant seem 2 study at home bcos of all e stress n bad memories there... there sooo few places in sch where i can concentrate on my work... e onlie frens i hav r nt in my class... i've juz been kicked by e timetable committee 2 join a diff CLAO class... (no biggee there) i hav been skippin quite a no. of tutorials in a bid 2 revise my topics b4 e lessons... (sorta 4got abt e time when i start revision...) Haiz... i've got a huge prob... dunno how 2 solve it... (got any ideas?)

well... i gtg now so if i hav anythin else 2 say, i'l post it in e nxt post... cya til then...

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All right!!! Time to blog again after my last update almost 2 months ago.Lol...everyone is sleeping now...left me in front of the computer blogging....Anyway, quite a number of things to say.

1st thing on my list now is....I HAVE MOVED TO MY NEW HOUSE ON 1st JULY 2005....after staying in my old house for 16 years...Really she3 bu4 de2 that 2 storey exuecutive apartment...it's big and...im used with everything there....the shops there,the route to bustops and MRT station,the garden there...etc etc etc...It's really a big difficulty for me to adapt to this new environment here in a 4 room flat(not very far from my old house).It's basically a little big or even same size as my old house's 1st storey.Yup, as u can imagine...there are a lot a lot a lot of things to cram into the new house....1st and 2nd july were just a very exhuasting and physical straining days...1st of july was the last paper of the term 3 test and i had only abt 1hr of slp that night b4 going to sch...im already mentally and physically tired after one round of term test....but i still have to carry stuff and help up in the moving of house after coming back home...it's really tiring...totally....we just went back and fro soooooo many times to the old house to carry lots of heavy stuff to load into my dad's van and moved them into the new house here.Really lost count how many times i went up the stairs to my old house and down the stairs to my dad's van in the carpark....Oh well....2nd July was worse....my dad fell sick and my younger brother was totally extra....he just dont care anything but playing computer games....my mum, sis and i were like damn drained after clearing everything from the old house and moved them to the new house....not forgetting the dreadful unpacking of things....and my bro jus dun care at all....everytime i see him...i will say,"*****,wat are u doing!?dunno how to help one ar...."then he will say"wat can i help...i cant...."wth lor...he is already 12....at least help in the unpacking lah....haiz....anyway....the whole hse is soooo messy and dirty now....and my hands are almost blistered....my whole body is aching....real nightmare man....i hate moving house....especially when we downgrade....so many things....argh....but it's going to be over soon....i must tolerate....and i will try my best to adapt.Oh ya...my new house is at 12th floor corner unit(farthest from the lift)....Hahaha...omg...i typed one whole big chunk of words already ar....lol....

Okok...the next thing....term test....going to fail everything again....least confident is maths and chem...i screwed up everything in these two papers man.....haiz....bio was difficult....gp...hmm....have more chance to pass bah....hope so....i studied only end of 3rd week of June holidays....thanks to the sch's 2 weeks extra lessons and whole list of GP homework....and until now i havent finish my GP hmwk which includes.....2 paper 1 and 2 paper 2....6 mindmaps and 6 outlines for essay questions that we cant even choose....3 application questions from the TIMES magazines this year...vocabulary book...and also settle everything for GP file.....haiz.....this is crazy.....Oh s**t...i just remember i have 4 bio essays need to do....liew...die lah....kaoz....haiz....

Aiya...i just carry on with other things...sch life is like that....keke....that GUY....u noe who....i forgot since when...he will sms me almost every night....chat....so far the timing ranges from 10pm to 4am usually....of cos not whole 6 hrs....is actually like 2 or 3 hrs in that range....there were times out of this range....it's really almost everyday man....hahaha....even my best friend dun do this....:x....lol....just in case u curious...i slept late every night beause of study or do my homework....yup....so.....hmm.....

Forget to say another thing related to the moving of house issue....I get my own room....not sharing with my elder sis le....my dad said rooster clashes with rabbit....and my whole family is roosters....me the only rabbit.....hahaha....actually wanted my room to have a computer...but in the end....haiz....dun have....now in my sis room....lol....nvm lah...also the same....

Guess that i said a lot le bah....cant think of anything to add le....so gonna stop here....going to carry on with my GP homework now....tata...wah liao...my neck damn ache....haiz....how i wish someone can help me massage....hahaha....okok...enuff....byebye.....