DeAr DiArY

Tis is one of e most sickenin posts i m eva gonna hav 2 write... it is unpleasant but all e more i shld post it up... Well... u may hav alr guessed it... its abt my subject combi... Haiz... e more i think abt it... e angrier i become... tis is e only way i can 4get abt it... by pennin it down, i hope 2 be able 2 4get abt it... (i'll nv 4giv though...) Anywayz... Here goes...

It started out when we, e J1s, were supposed 2 fill up our subject combi durin e PAE: i was told tat i cld'nt tak C*** w/o M***s... So i took up E***s (rather reluctantly)... Afterward, i found out tat all my other r******* frens were allowed 2 tak up C*** w/o M***s... (damn infuriatin loh...) So, i waited 4 e 2nd intake b4 i appealed 2 tak C*** again... (here comes e 'best' part)

I was 'shoved' fr Mr C*** 2 Mrs L**... those IDIOTIC ASSHOLES... *ARGH!!!* (feel like stranglin them) *ARGH!!!* wah lao... tat assholes actually slammed me in e face bcos i didnt tak M***s... then, she found out (fr me) tat i didnt tak C*** durin e 1st 3mths... (another reason 2 slam me) She told me tat i lacked e aptitude 2 tak up e subject... then i accidentally let slip tat i crashed durin C*** lectures n a few tutorials... (killed myslf probably) she asked 4 e ST's (whose class i crashed into) name... (lik duh... which tutor wld speak up 4 some kid who attended her lessons illegally?!!!) come on loh... she wldnt even admit tat she eva saw me in e 1st place... (who wld wanna get herslf into trouble?) So, obviously my appeal was rejected... (lik duh)

Then, (another excitin part) i was in4med tat my approved subject combi included C***... i tot they actually gave me a chance loh... *dream on...* (those scumbags wldnt do anytin lik tat) i was damn happy lah... (it wasnt bcos i luved e subject but bcos they actually sympathised wif me...) *stil dreamin... Haiz...* THEN, (another stunner) they in4med me (lik 1 week lata) tat they had mis-communication n made a mistak... i shldnt hav been 'allowed' 2 tak C***...

Now, i'm 4ced 2 tak E***s again... my reputation has been thoroughly tarnished alr... really dunno where 2 put my face... So hummiliated... hummiliated bcos i was gullible enuff 2 believe tat those assholes wld actually sympathise wif me... i felt so dejected durin every encountered them... its lik i'm bein punnished bcos THEIR system SUCKED BIG TIME!!! its so my fault tat they had a mis-communication... they dun care abt e students... nt their welfare or any other part of them... THEY're only concerned abt WHO sux up 2 THEM... n e % passes of distinctions 4 their respective subjects... i hav only 1 last thing 2 say... I WAS SIMPLY TOO SIMPLE-MINDED 2 ACTUALLY HAV FAITH IN THEM...

Pray She has sth nice 2 say... Adios...